Lili, on and off screen
childish french accordion music of Lili ("hi Lili hi Lili hi lo hi lo..."), 1953 but could be today, right now
I’m a problem
The abnormal one
The one who annoys, 'pesada'
Treated nicely like the retard
Watching the movie in front of you through clogged wells of hot gooey balls
'Keep away from me.
Do you have to be so close?'
Oh just shoot me in the back with your laser stare
That way it will appear accidental
Flat chalky vintage colors
Sometimes dazzling
Typical naïve innocent young girl
What good does it do to be naïve and innocent?
in a typical insensitive sexually-hungry reality
that devours
she’s sitting behind me
and my writing is motivated by the assumed laser-stare on my back
two translucent-gray lasers, zoom zoom
but she’s not really looking at my back
rather the TV, or nothing (asleep)
and without the lasers?
Why not just be devoured
Could it be so bad?
We will never know until we try
But everything will be all better
Like when someone has died
or someone has cheated
ah it was just a joke
or a dream, or a movie, or a puppet show
If sadness was as simple as Lili makes it appear
A gray blouse and a solemn face
the final credits.
"A song of love is a sad song,
Hi lili, hi lili, hi lo.
A song of love is a song of woe.
Don't ask me how I know.
A song of love is a sad song,
For I have loved and it's so.
I sit at the window and watch the rain,
Hi lili, hi lili, hi lo.
Tomorrow I'll probably love again.
Hi lili, hi lili, hi lo..........."
Leslie Caron and Carrot Top in Lili (1953)